to give? Yup, to be generous, caring and giving, but just now- from Thanksgiving to Christmas. Then you go back to being selfish!
I’ve been quite upset with myself because I haven’t jumped into any volunteer work since I’ve returned home. My home girl in TN (hey Nat <3) constantly posts volunteer opportunities on Facebook. I’m low-key jealous of all that she’s doing. She’s all happy and sharing opportunities that I want to do, ugh (Just kidding, love you!) In South Carolina, I mainly stayed at the tennis center and helped parents/community members with their tennis programs during off hours, or I went to after school programs and taught. But Philly is one of the largest cities and here I am struggling to figure out exactly what I want to do. I know what I don’t want to do.
I don’t want to volunteer at my church..in the Track & Field ministry. I coached for 2 seasons before I left for graduate school and I’m over it. I always have this feeling, Are we God-fearing Christian adults who are leading this mass of young athletes, or high school students worried about the wrong things? Since I still have that feeling…. nah. Nope. Not doing it to myself again.
So what do I want to do and why is adding this into my life so crucial and why do I miss it so much?